Always a Farmer

[Mel]

I'm going to try to have a chapter a day, but you never know.
Tomorrow, I won't have one up.

Thanks, guys, here's more.

Chapter Four- Blame

Birds sang their sad songs as they flew around the towering building. Quiet rain fell on the windows as the clouds mourned for this tragic day. One window stood out from the rest. A single flower in a pot had been placed on the windowsill, its beauty seen by the circling birds.

Jack sat near this flower, his body slumped in the soft, red chair. His face had been in his hands all morning, not daring to look up at the dreadful sight. Sarah was with him in the room, but she was not conscious. She was in the sterile, white hospital bed a few feet away from him. Her pale face was lifeless and unsmiling. The first time Jack had looked into this pitiful face, it took all of his strength to not cry. He had to stay strong. For himself and Sarah. The weak beep of the heart monitor sounded monotonously, its rhythm causing Jack's own heart to beat.

After a short visit to the Emergency Room, Jack was able to have his small injuries mended. The doctors had told him warily that the wounds were nowhere small. But to Jack, after comparing to what Sarah was going through, they were.

It's all my fault.

Shaking hands wiped his eyes, but they couldn't stop the tears from escaping. All of my fault...

Sarah was his strength, his everything. She was there for him when he needed her. And, now because of his carelessness...

A woman with black hair pulled into a bun entered the room. "Jack, I need to speak to you about Sarah. Come here, please."

His legs felt heavy as he crossed the small room. His head had a dull pounding to it. It felt the same as it did after the accident, but he was used to the insistent thudding.

The nurse's eyes looked in his as she spoke. "Sarah has been through a lot. She's been stronger than we expected. She's lucky to have even survived this long."

Her words were cutting through him. Please stop...

"During the collision, the impact took a huge toll on her. She's suffering severe brain damage-"

Jack inhaled sharply. She was placing a knife into his back...

"And, her spine is damaged in many places. And, seeing that she's tiny...." The nurse's eyes were filled with sympathy. "I'm really sorry, Jack."

No. She was twisting the knife...

"The doctors have estimated that tonight will be her last day. She'll pass naturally in her sleep. Jack?"

He could barely keep from collapsing where he stood. "There's no way she'll be able to.... They're sure she'll..."

Some of the dark hair fell into her eyes as she bowed her head. "I'm afraid they're sure that she'll not make it."

Without knowing it, Jack's fists were clenching. She can't. She wouldn't leave me. "You're lying."

She raised surprised eyes at him. "Jack, I know this is ha-"

"No," he cut her off. "You're wrong. She'll make it." He turned quickly and walked into the small hospital room. "Sarah and I need some time alone." He slammed the door, leaving the nurse standing in silence.

[blueislandssecret]

That's so sad! Is Sarah really dead?!

Poor Jack

I hope she makes it...Great story though, I love the newest chapeter...even though its sad. It makes me love this story even more!!!

[Kikyou Saya Rin-Ren]

She's not dead, but dying? Sad! (But it's good!!)
._.

[cheerios]

oh gosh, that's great. I love sad stuff.

[Ksirb]

wow that was good ^_^ I love your writing! Its awesome! I wish I could put together a good story like this! its great so far ^_^ I hope you wright more soon!

[blueislandssecret]

I hope you would write the next chapter soon ^_^

[pendulous threads]

I hope you write more soon! I feel so bad for Jack! You're a great writer, buddy!

[Mel]

Thanks everyone for the great comments. I appreciate it.

I'm around half-way done with the next chapter, but I need a little time to organize my thoughts on what will happen.

[Mel]

This fanfic will sound like an actual Harvest Moon fanfic soon enough, lol.
I just want my own twist to it.

Chapter Five- Don't Leave Me

Her eyes couldn't see him. Her mouth couldn't smile. And yet, Jack sat by her for the rest of the afternoon. His fingers were laced into hers, but the warmth that he usually felt from them was extinguished. His eyes were screaming to cry again, and at one point, he thought he would give in. Be strong. You have to.

"Sarah... I know you can't hear me, but.... I want you to know that I'll always love you." This sudden emotion swept through him violently, causing his body to shiver. His eyes were no longer able to hold in the hot tears. He wept silently over her body with his arms over her, protectively. "Please don't leave me," he whispered, "You can't leave me. Not now, not ever. Don't do it, Sarah...."

He raised his head to see her. With a finger, he swept a strand of hair from her precious face. If only he could see those green eyes again. Those smiling eyes that made him truly love the life he led. Their bright fire lit up his heart whenever he looked in them. He could see them clearly in his head now, and her laughter filled his ears, it's beauty comforting him.

As he held her closely, he closed his eyes. He would stay here forever until she got better. Until she was able to show him her lovely eyes once more...

- - -

Jack was told to leave the room. Despite his attempts to stay with Sarah, they were in vain. After kissing her softly on the cheek, Jack walked out of the room into the bright hallway. The nurse followed him out and closed the door behind her.

"You know the rules, Jack... I'm sorry. We can't have anyone in the room while the doctors check on her physical health."

"...and her mental health?" His throat was dry, and the words he spoke were barely above a whisper.

The nurse looked away sadly. "They're not sure yet... You know what happened."

Jack shook his head slowly. He sat down in a chair beside Sarah's door. "It was all of my fault, Valerie."

Valerie was taken by surprise, hearing her name. He hadn't acknowledged her name tag when she was in Sarah's room with him, let alone say her name aloud. She took her place beside the chair, and leaned against the wall. "No one can stop these things, Jack. The absolute worst thing you can do right now is blame yourself." She sighed heavily, her small shoulders falling. "Being a nurse, I've seen many incidents like this."

Jack looked up, a sudden rush of hope filling him. "In any of those times, did the patient who had bad injuries survive?"

Her heart broke in two. "Yes..." she said quietly. "But, in those times, the injuries weren't as bad as the ones Sarah is experiencing." Jack's eyes closed tightly. "We'll try our best," she added. She knelt by him, her hand on his knee. "I promise."

[Ksirb]

Its sad... >.< I hope she lives! I want more * has fit*... I like it a lot!

[pendulous threads]

I like it a lot too! You need to write more, but I'm not going to rush you because I hated it when people rushed me. Anyways, I hope Sarah will be okay! *-*

[cheerios]

Good job Mel. =]

[Herfefiny]

Wow, this is a really REALLY great story so far. I absolutely love all the details, they're awesome! I can't wait to find out what happens. It's sad, yet suspensful, like a good story is. Keep going Mel! ;D

[Kikyou Saya Rin-Ren]

Awesome chapter!

[Mel]

Sorry for the wait, guys. I just haven't felt like writing right now.

...
*shot*

I only write when I want to, it makes my writing better and easier to do.
I'll have more up soon.